your camber had been full so their have to change your repoloy tube depth is 12cm , has i enjoyed your cuddles ,so hopefully surgery you can come home, it such a long time and there is so much to catch up with it will be all worth it , am counting down the days on when you be able to come home , cant wait!!!!!
the play nurse had made you a play toy so you can bash it around,
2.06
after visiting you i had gone home to get thing prepare for when you come home, but before i go home i get my cuddles but you had been asleep , good night little thing, i broug in a music lullaby, music box. it by fisher-price,you enjoy it has it play soft music and it help you get to sleep, you had also been suction couple of time ,can't wait for you for the repoloy tube to go once you have your operation,i will get to see your beautiful face again , everyone has notice your long eye lashes,good night Little man and sleep tight, i love you and i enjoyed our cuddle so much
3.06
i didn't bath you so instead i had given you a big cuddle and you seem to enjoyed it better has your eyes shut tight has you enjoyed the cuddle that i give,, my milk is okay at the moment, i will keep it going so when you start to feed i be able to breast feed cant wait, but it all take time , you are a strong boy
4.06
i gave you a bath to-day you had been , and i am counting the days by day for you to make a full recovery to come home , i love so much and we all miss you, good night and sleep tight
5.06
i gave you a bath to-day and you had enjoyed it and our talking together, you had also been study your sounding that you are in i have taken a picture of you smiling , it very beautiful you would be playing and talking and laughing to-gather , i held you and then you went to sleep,
06.06
i gave you a bath has you had been splash and kicking a lot given your feed and then you went to sleep and then mum went to get room to get much need sleep
07.06
you had been weight to-day your weight to date is 5 kilo (just the same weight of a 5 kilo bag of potoes),all the nurse all love you ,their had said your getting good every time, we all know you will come out of your operation and then you be able to come home, you had enjoyed your cuddles so much that you went to sleep ,
hush a bye baby and god to sleep, we all love you , your repolog tube had become block so they had to replace it,
08.06
you have grown so much , you had enjoyed your Bea's which the play nurse had made you , the nurse had said that you had been up all day as you been having trouble getting to sleep. your baby clothes are getting small , from sizes (ooo to 00) your feed to 148ml at every four hours , you a growing bot who love your milk , i let you sleep good night love you,
09.06
what did we do to-day, well i started the day and gave you a bath which you love so much , kicking the water around , their have change your repolog tube , i has also got to held you without any wires or cords, it felt so good, i got to take you out of the room and Claire love it too to held you without anything attach to you ,i had taken you out of the room had you enjoyed out side of the room, you are also smiling a lot, not long now till your operation 14 day till the big day
10.06
mum couldn't come in to-day has mum had became very sick ,has your sister and brother had a cold, cold are so easy to get, ,i didn't want pass the illness on to you and the other baby
11.06dear cutie pie
what has happen to-day, well your cousin Jarred has come to see you for the first time, Paulette and friends jenny came in , then uncle Norbert and friend Norbert .Paul had all visited you . we where very surprised their all think that your beautiful and i do know this , i still very sick
12.06
the nurse had given you a bath had mum is still very sick with this cold , but still in the hospital ground ,the nurse told that you seem to just love your bath, you very cheeky that you had pull out your gastronomy tube out, so their had to replace ,and that it not long now to go until your big operation,i will be visiting you soon , has i cant wait to hold you ,(it hurt me to piece that i cant be there to hold you , , i have been calling to see you how your going and that i haven't forgotten you , i love you little man, good night sleep tight
13 .06
the nurse had given you a bath as i was at your brother appointment, but then i came back to hold you and talk to you as you would talk back and that is so beautiful the way you would talk back it would bring me to tears and the smile on your face, , i better let you sleep has sleeping make you grow, your are now going to sleep tight through the night while they gave you your bottle
14.06
what had happen to-day, let us see
well you where weight to-day and now your weight is 5 .3 kilo , well done you are staring to look a bit like your brother and sister Erick and Claire , they have also have change your milk to karicare infant formula and it also been thicken , your feed lever is now 155ml , it amusing your doing so well i do love you and that your my little special little guy, good night sleep tight,
15.06
your feed are now 158ml , your such a big bot , and that we are so proud of you , the play therptist had came to visited you , my boy you are so beautiful to us, not now till your operation the final hurdle to get you better and home , not long now , our brave Ben, my milk is very low i will still express so i can freeze so after your operation you will still have some of my milk before i dry up
16.06
7 day till your operation , your big operation, to-day your very alert happy to see out face and ain't we glad to see your beautiful face , your big smile and talk a lot , all worth it, you will be home soon, you can soon taste fresh air,go on little trip , be in the same room with your family , there so much we are looking forward to ,
i let you sleep has tomorrow you will be three months old and you have done so well , we are so proud of you love you Ben
17.06
*******3 months old*****
who is 3 months old, our baby is growing up to quick and that it gone so quick and that there is so much we have to catch up on and it a big world out there for you to explore , and i think you will be fine, i will be giving you your favourite past time swimming in the bath ! splash !splash we have so much fun
*dad took mum to the crow casino , dad and mum had really enjoyed our night out and yes school holiday !! dummer!!!
18.06
the nurse gave you a bath , you also been good as you slept so close on me , it felt so wonderful , we are nearly over the big hurdle but i know that once we are over the big hurdle will have to come along little hurdle in the future, we will jump over the big with flying colour ,
19.06
what did we do to-day, well let us see?
you had your gastronomy tube out so they put another in , they also had taken you to have a x-ray to see if it in, and it seem to be in , the balloon at the and of the tube had pop so their had to put another In , not long now in till your big operation and hopefully we both can bond to-gather we will laughter and cry you make me so happy , i had frozen your milk so you can have some for when you can have orally feeding
20 06
the surgeon had came in and had disappoint us to tell us that he operation will be now Wednesday 28 June instead of 23 June , has i held you while he telling us this i couldn't hold it and let go of the tears ,i had given you a bath that you love so much has you slap sh around, have fun
21.06
your where weight to-day your weight to this date is 1216 wow your a big boy has you play alot , taken you out for your fist taste of fresh air,in the pram you had been a bit unsure of the air,i had taken you to the starlight room at the hospital give you different sounding and then i taken you back to the room had i didn't want you to have trouble and then you had fell asleep good night
22.06
i went home to-day to get the cot ready for you when you come home 6 days now till you have your operation , you want be having suction once it is done , we also will See your beautiful face , without the tape, just remember that we all love you
23.06
you where going to have your operation to-day but their move it to 28.06.2006
damn, iAm very piss off cause i had mo feeling ready for this and get then all stuff up , it isn't rigth to play with people emotion. 5 days now until your operation , we love you so much ,
24.06
not long to you turn 100 days , you enjoyed laying there and talking you also such a big boy, you are our little pork chop who just loves cuddles , we cant wait to get more cuddle and talking from you
25.06
not long now until your operation , you had been asleep for awhile cause the operation , they will do an long operation and they don't want you to move as much just in case it may leak , you a are special man , l love you my boy
26.06
your feeds are now 168mils , didn't give you a bath cause , i want to give you are before your operation , so i enjoyed your cuddles instead , i brougth you a pillow so you can still high , we would be talking and laugthing to-gether , Claire . Erick , and mum and dad enjoyed your cuddles you would smile alot and play with your toys which is attach to your cot, you are such a happy baby , everyone think you are such a beautiful boy and that you have very long eyelashes, 2 days left until your operation
27.06
it is the eve of your operation . i gave you a bath before your operation , it will be a while before you will have a bath again , you enjoyed it so much , so far everything going to plan , we are very scare , but we are strong , we know we have to be brave , our self and you too,, i know that you are in the best hand , tomorrow the operation will start at 8:45am , we made sure we got to spend time before your big day
28.06 *******the big operation on a tiny body****
dear strong boy , what a day we had your operation took 6 hours , you look sick but it went well while we waited until their call us your daddy went to sleep in the waiting room , cause the gap between the stomach and the oesophagus they had to make the tubing from the bottom of your stomach , , you didn't stay long in the recovery room , which is good, i through it was going to be hard up had been strong, but daddy want strong , he dad not been feeling to well once he saw how your where,good night sleep tigth , you had visited to-day , from the nurse who after to you ,
29.06
day 2: after your operation they move your blood purser line off has you are doing well, you had visitor to-day nanny, Jason, dad,Claire,Erick, your nanny and Claire where a bit upset cause you look sick, ,i reassured that you will improve and soon will be home , we have gotten over the big hurdle now there little hurdle that we have to over come,
30.06
day 3: you are still asleep they had given strong pain relived , their have also taken your I.V out from your foot , your head had also become swollen because they had also put an i.v in your head,while i held your hand and talk to you i put your booty on your foot to keep your tempature nicely
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