we througth we won but we have lost

well what can i said this month , Ben has Ben getting sick and having dilation still very two week , we are trying to make a three week dilation but it look like we wont even get there , poor little thing , just feel sorry the amount of pain these kids like Ben have to go thou it so hard to look but we have to look so we are not scare any more of the pain,
congratulation to our good friend the overdyke family for the safe arrival of the second baby Luke Isaac . well done ,
what a big baby,
has we have been taking Ben to R.C.H we thougth we have won in the dilation department as we have been getting to around a 10cm strecth up it look like we haven been has Ben has been getting a lot more tigth within less then a week, has the stent was put on hold cos we where actually training the oesgoush to open more but it look like the stent is back on the list , dam we where getting somehwere ,
the poor thing ,

!!!dam i need and extra brain lol,!!on the 17 of this month i had taken Ben to the local GP for his check up and to get his 18 months immunisation done , once the doctor saw Ben and i told her that he has to have his needles she said that Ben is only 16months old, i through he was 18 months, dam didn't i feel small, as Ben is doing so much thing i throu he was older , dam i need a kick up the bum lol. i was going to put ben throu pain again for no reason has i was two month ahead , with everything that was going on at the time who can blame me, silly billy mummy

Ben has been develop his own special thing , he has been very cheeky and hate getting told the word no, and still a huge fan of Bert and Ernie , every night he get a sesame street DVDs and i put it on and lay on my bed and after ten minutes of watching it he is fast asleep good night ,

each forth nigth now only one of us take Ben in , instead of the both of us,i had taken him this time 23.08.07 i didn't mind has the morning air is refreshing , i didn't leave home until 6:30am and i throuth that has the hospital pretty much know us , if i gotten at eighth i wont have to stay stay there for long , it has been good so far has Ben has Ben first on the list , and at time we are out of there before lunchtime and we have beaten the peck hourly traffic which we all hate , bumper to bumper, grrrrr
had this dilation had Ben taken longer , apparently it was that tigth that it took 30 minute to actually get in and once in they have manage to stretch it , but this time they can only stretch to a 8 cm the last two at time was a 6 cm ,cause it was that tigth slivia have gotten into s airway and there were heap there in his lung , and he had a temp of 38.8 and he heart rater was 182 bpm. i even had given him some jellie to help with his dry lip and that help a little but not much has Ben cough it Silvia i have ask if their can give him so panadol and once we gave him panadol he was back to him self again , it was like nothing has happen to him ,it was good to see him saturation back to (they usually sit around 90's ) but it had gotten to 98which was great has it once it a blue moon it actually get that high,he heart rate was back to normal 140bpm and hes temp was 37.6 and all in the first 15 minutes once given panadol , , i have mention about doing a fundo application but it hopeless has we have to wait until ben is a little bit older , but that year away by that time Ben has goes thou so much pain , i don't think his little body will be able to take anymore, next forthnigth we are of again to another dilation
we didn't leave there rigth after 2:pm